when do you know when enough is enough?

really when do you know?
am i just pretending like everything is great with us, or am i used to you putting friends, and music, and bicycle riding, in front of me.

i get it, i can be a selfish person when it comes down to you

but it's just cause i want you, allll the time, i always want to be with you and it hurts when i can tell you don't want me, the same. it's hard to explain cause feelings are hard to explain but that's how i feel.
i don't like being put second or third or fourth, i like being first with you.