it's been eight months.

eight months of ups and downs,
eight months of goods and bads,
but mostly eight months of :) and <3

eight great months, and hopefully many more to come.


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i miss so many things, but i know they can't go back to what they were, cause i'm not as ignorant as i used to be.
i miss you, and i'm happy you slept over on friday, i love being with you and your smiles
i miss you, and how you were always there but now you're way to far away, i'm scared you won't reply if i say something.
i miss you, probably most of all, and the way you would make me fall to my knees and cry when i would sing your praises.


"returning nightmares only shadows
we'll cast some light and you'll be alright for now
crosses all over, heavy on your shoulders
the sirens inside you waiting to step forward
disturbing silence darkens your sight
we'll cast some light and you'll be alright for now"

breathe.