"you don't know anything except for being in love"

my night started at about twelve last night, and it never ended.
even if it did i wouldn't admit it, i had too much of a nice time.
oh my goodness, i had the best time getting all my screams out.

i woke up with a voicemail that was left at around four in the morning which didn't come to me as a surprise, i guess i know her too well. it was my dearest friend telling me how much she loved me and she was sorry for making me cry because, she understood me and she knows how much i love her and need her. it's really like yin and yang we are complete opposites such opposites in fact that we need one another to see the other half, the other side. it was the sweetest voicemail and i hope it stays on my phone and never runs away cause i will need to replay it when i'm sad cause she's gone and there are no more thursday nights, or decoding songs with there lyrics, or perfect days on the beach, or speaking of irrationality because we all need that. it's those who are wiling to admit it are the raw ones and she's a raw one.
i'm so sorry that people don't tell you how beautiful you are and that you deserve only the best with the amount of love i have ever seen anyone give another person.
i'm so sorry that people can't see how strong you are because you are one of the strongest girls i know. i envy your standing point in all situations wether it's right or wrong you take your stance, i wish i had that.

"Heal the scars from off my back
I don't need them anymore
You can throw them out or keep them in your mason jars"

i love you. i love you. i love you.
don't ever forget it.