thank you for the idea.

1. we first met each other in the sixth grade and i thought you were a fucking freak and even all throughout middle school we weren't even that close. it really engraved itself this summer and i dont even know how? i think over those few months we just grew up together and everyone stayed their same old selves. we both realized that all the people who seemed so immature and all the people that seemed like they changed haven't changed at all. it was us, we changed and no one noticed. it was a great self development and it was nice to share it with you, in the salty waves and the heavy sun. how did we both grow up together in just those few months? i love you.

2. it seems like you don't care about anything, i mean anything at all but it is just you. i love who you are, i always have ever since we had history class together you were my favorite and i loved not changing in dance class just so we could sit out and talk about boys and how we need to be a certain way. nah we dont, we need to be ourselves and we are, it just takes a while to actually find who we are and who we need to present. i miss you so much and i always want to hang out with you, i wish you just cared a little bit just so you won't be grounded anymore loser, i love you.

3. i really hate to admit this, and i feel so stupid but i will do anything for you it has gotten this deep, the love. i can't picture myself without you and when i do it scares me but it's hard not to think about it. i love how long it's been and i love how we still talk on the phone every night for hours at a time. when i do anything, anything at all i just want you to be there with me walking with me laughing with me traveling with me, i can never get sick of you because i always want more and more. i crave your presence from when i wake up to when i fall asleep. it's crazy, how much i love you.
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4. i wish you wouldn't put yourself down all the time because i think you are so beautiful and fun to be around and, you always have nice things to say about everyone else, but not yourself. we don't hang out enough and i know that when you read this you are going to know that it is about you because i always always tell you how much i adore you but i don't think you believe me but really it comes down to you. you have to realize it from the inside i can tell you all i want, the truth that is, but you have to be the one to take my word for it, it's your body, your brain. i love you.

5. you are just so much fun, whether it is dancing, or laughing, or cuddling you are just so much fun, and i love hanging out with you. i can't wait to get my license so it won't be as difficult to hang out with all of you gals, it will happen soon, very soon! you are one of the most caring girls i have ever met, just how you always are willing to help and please, you always put people ahead of yourself which is nice, sometimes. i wish your heart wasn't broken as many times as you say because it is such a shame that it has happened, especially at such a young age. i'll help you fix it, i know you will, you are a strong girl with a strong soul, i love you.

6. i envy your passion for God, i believe in a higher power but whenever i tried to follow a structured religion i couldn't do it, so i really admire you. the way you carry yourself is so light, with the way you walk and laugh, with your beautiful eyes and smiling mouth,it is just so innocent like i will never have to worry when you are around because no matter what we will be alright. i wish we got together more, i really don't know why it hasn't happened yet but i am sure it will soon. i love you.

i have more, so this is a "to be continued..."