Tuesday, December 9, 2008

p.s.

i don't know how to describe this but i get these really big feelings of anxiety, they come in waves i guess.
i just feel really guilty.
i shouldn't feel guilty when i am doing the right thing and waiting for right moments.
so then, i guess this guilt is just obligated subconsciously.
that's lame things shouldn't be this way, i should feel happy and liberated, especially here.

on another note, i miss you too much and tomorrow is too long from now.
fuck, me.

2 comments:

Kaitlyn Lindsey said...
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Kaitlyn Lindsey said...

hmm, Anbel those words, i do remember them from your blog now, thats probably why they came to my head so quickly.

on a side note! we are reading a story in Spanish this week and the story describes a beautiful girl named Anabel! ironic :] anyway, so you have been in my thoughts! i see you are in Germany though, very exciting! I hope to see you soon! :]

^^ i deleted it right after on accident sorry.