Saturday, May 30, 2009

iv'e got a heart but it's afraid to love
sometimes i think the damn thing's full of rust

Thursday, May 21, 2009

mouth.

i like your mouth,
i like your mouth,
when it touches my mouth.

Monday, May 18, 2009

it told me, it said,

"do the things that scare you the most"
but i'm too scared.

Monday, May 4, 2009

it's so hot

too hot,
and i have work today,
scooping ice cream, and making milk shakes,
i guess thats not really work.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

last night was so much fucking fun.

it was fun being with all of my old friends, i felt awkward at first but then i just told everyone i loved them and they said they loved me too.
so many people
so many people
so many friends
so many friends, i love.
sleeping at natashas was nice too since i haven't spent time with her in fucking forever, it was annoying though waking up to her and heather wanting to go to denny's at four in the morning and not letting me sleep! but that's why i love them :)
it was good seeing angela, and her friend blake.
it was fun watching fefe and matt interact with one another
it was fun playing heyaiz and frolicking everywhere with "da band"
it was fun telling him to just sleep at natashas with me and to just tell the SAT people that he recently picked up the swine flu, he didnt though...
it was fun seeing friends from work at mc donald's and telling them the drama of the night for only God knows why
i missed hayley
i missed my baby
i missed you too, but you were somewhere else far.

Monday, April 27, 2009

baby

we had a good day you and i,
getting lunch,
and using the swings to fly






Thursday, April 23, 2009

Barbie And Ken 101

My friend Patrick read this poem today in class:

sometimes I feel like I'm sittin' in the back row of Barbie and Ken 101
a class we are all in, but never seem to learn from
some general ed requirement for
students of American culture
age that convinces even the brightest
of young women that sex is survival of the thinnest
and I'm sick of this education that doesn't serve our best interests
my teacher has no face
she is every Revelon model women have ever chased
her lectures come through magazines in beauty shops & add campaigns,
shit
just turn on your tv
this just in, a skewed perspective for todays youth y'al ladies aint thin enough, fellas aint trim
enough, wanna be sexy?
y'all don't go to the gym enough, cut to commercial, common just come tune
in to our maintenance team, convince you're ugly then tell you how to fix it with maybeline
perpetually started by these dolls marketed in the late 50's named
Barbie and Ken
hence the
class I'm in
are you following?
shit didn't end
they keep moldin' Barbie to fit new trends
next maybe they'll have club hoppin' Barbie
with thongs as accessories
video hoe Barbie
abusive boyfriend sold separately
underaged Barbie
Cobey Bryant included
or 9/11 victim Barbie
and Ken is proud to get recruited
problem is all these teachings are womans decay
and I'm startin' to worry cuz my girl is up front and she's getting an A
this is where I start getting pissed off ok
when the f**k did it become all about
tuckin' in the gutt I gotta get the bigger breast
shit I wanna fit a little better in a dress
so let me get a little skinny gotta fit into an itty bitty
size slimmer so I livin up the chest
please
teacher teacher I wanna give my oral presentation
cuz I have a problem with the class, and matter of fact, I have, a fat ass grudge with the
whole administration
you're the reason my girl won't eat in front of me in restaurants
the reason that she thinks she's overweight in over ten spots
less gut less pudge less lunch less real, more looks more love more Barbie
appeal?
f**k Barbie and Ken
my future daughter will never play with them
you're the reason bleedin' 15 year old girls arms are slit
you made 12 year olds think skinny was a compliment
and now it's too late
i can't write my way through this bathroom door
so I raise my hand in class cuz I can't stand it any more
teacher teacher your lectures all backwards
you got mothers and daughters forgetting what matters
cause above tits, ass, lips, legs, and uggs
the most attractive women are the ones who don't give a f**k
so screw your teachings your lessons and plans
you skewed sick distant relative of the man
your plan for brainwashin' my baby I reject
i'm walkin' out of this class, and I will proudly take, my F.

-Rafael Casal