lying, pathologically.

many times, the person doesn't even realize that they are lying. It usually starts out as something very small, and works up into being something big. The end result of this disorder is that the person loses the trust of their family and their friends. Luckily, lying disorders are treatable, but it does take a person that really does want to stop this very bad habit in order to succeed.

i never will find out what happened that second day of school...

i was obligated to work during school hours in order to not miss one of Have Hearts last shows, and even though i told myself i wouldnt miss school unless i was deathly ill, i did anyway and i dont regret it one bit!
oh my goodness, one of the best experiences at a show ever.
the venue was so packed with bodies and lyrics to songs that ring hearts. it was so hot and everyone had sweat dripping down from head to toe, some peoples hands were pruney because of how much humidity was in the air.
it was something i'll never forget.
the passion and will that everyone in that room had to stay for one more song, one more song, one more song, the last song. each one better then the last, each person screaming from the top of their lungs what they knew better than anything else.

the words that brought everyone together.

thank you, for the little things

like, visiting me on my lunch break
because you know i dont like being alone at the mall by myself haha :)
and sending me texts late at night telling me how much you love me.
i just love you so much, and i want you all ways,
always.

<333

if only if only

some things are better left unsaid,
while others, on the other hand ;)
need to be yelled and screamed and cried out
as loud and noticeable as one human being possibly can
for him or her, to just, feel better.


i wish
i wish
i can just let go,
let go.

i was scared,

when i first saw you, and met you.
i was scared of you.

thats sad too because youre so nice, if only you didnt put up that awful front.

mama there's wolves in the house.

prepare yourself

for the upcoming leave of summer.
:(