wow

haven't written on here in a while..

oh you.

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one more semester of highschool left for the rest of my entire life...
i can not wait to get out, im counting down the days almost.

thank God for the rain right?
it changes me as a person when it comes around, it's smell sticks on me.
i wish we had more rain storms like this.

please please.

leave me alone, just leave me alone

i feel so good.

too good, i wish i felt like this all the time.

i know there's someone out there
waiting for me
there must be someone out there
there just has to be

i should be glad that I'm alive
it could have been much worse
i might have never loved at all
and never known what I am worth

sitting sitting,

with my doggy, my fire, my ice cream, and my brother.
when i woke up the other morning my ear felt really plugged, like i couldn't hear things as well, and when i said something to my auntie she replied to me with, "well, what haven't you wanted to hear lately?"
and i told her, "that things have changed."
why are we all so afraid of change?
why do we all need to only feel comfortable in our little worlds, with our same friends, and home, happiness, and even depression?
whats wrong with us?
or me anyway...
i'm really loving my school, my photography and my ceramics class, my fun friends.

i miss my hayley fayley, my suddo satellite sister.
there was a full moon out last night, and i think theres gonna kind of be one tonight,
thank you god for the moon.